I was watching this DVD about portrait photography.
The third part was about a studio doing a shoot on an expecting couple.
Like, she was probably 5 month pregnant, and her husband was in the shots, and it was warm and romantic, and they did the shots where he puts his head on her stomach to "listen to the baby," when I realized this particular segment was hurting me, and I shut it off , really suddenly.
I didn't even think about it. It's like when you touch an object that is so hot it hurts, and you jerk your hand away. It's not about my girlfriend who was pregnant, though I'm sure the gut feeling and relation comes from it.
It's a weird feeling, and I can't explain where it came from. Some things are just hard wired into us, and when we're reminded of what we want, we're surprised. This is making little to no sense, and I wonder if it would happen if I tried to watch it again. Sighhssss
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- Timothy Jagielo
- I don't know who reads this. I like writing. I like documenting, I like throwing my pictures up. So, I share any and all photos and thoughts I'm interesting in the public knowing about. I don't know who "the public" is.... I guess it's you.
2 comments:
Why do we always run away from something when it's right. It's like we have a fear of something actually working out for once. Because we're not used to it, it's scary.
I think you're letting your romantic ideals get in the way of your fear of comittment...
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